Gigiluv11

So I have a total of 3 shiny Pokemon. I have Lycanroc(Midnight), Tsereena, and a Sandslash. So I'm thinking about drawing some art for every shiny I get. I already have an oil pastel of a shiny rockruff I did in class whilst hunting for it. So I'll have to do a shiny drawing of each shiny I get. So it'll help me draw and get used to the newer Pokemon in Gen 7. I may or may not I am very lazy. Any1 got any Pokemon I should hunt next??

So lately(the past few months) I've been feeling really bummed about my artwork. I can never really get my own style, and the 'style' I can't get out of just isn't  good enough. I see other artists on here (yes I Know I shouldn't compare myself), but I feel really upset about it. I've never really had anyone TEACH me how to draw. We haven't had an art class in about 10 years in our school, and when we we get it back I couldn't take it because of my schedule. However this year I'm taking it and hopefully will learn. We do mostly paints and things, but that's okay. I have an art program called Medibang for my Digital Stuff. Even that I've had absolutely no lesson on. Just about everything I draw digitally is free handed, which I suck at. I don't consider myself a beginner artist, since I've been doing it my whole life. Drawing and art are the only things that keep me sane nowadays.  I feel like my art isn't good enough sometimes and sometimes when I get over 20 likes it feels like I'm Beyonce or something. I realize some of these people on here are college students, which I will be next year, but when I see a 14 year old drawing these magnificent things it hurts just a bit. I have about 60-70 watchers, even though half of them don't really..watch my stuff. I try to follow people back for following me but I don't really have the time to check my notifications that recently. I've got school stuff, family stuff and other things I have to worry about first. I don't want to do a schedule for exact reason, also I don't think I have enough people who really care if I do one or not. SO thanks for listening to my rant I suppose. Have some consolation icons if you must. 
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So HALLOWEEN, and stuff. I'm really pumped because this year it's actually cold where I live and my town is doing a halloween festival this weekend and I'm super pumped. I'm thinking about slapping on my DR. Who Cosplay from last year. Would you like to see it??? I can have my sister take some pics if so. Also, Inktober was a bust, Hurricane Matthew came and knocked out our power for 3 or 4 days, and then we had to deal with the two trees i front of our house. I would totally have done it. I don't know what to do for a Halloween drawing and It's too late for my icon to change so I won't. I might do SU or pokemon or overwatch it all depends how I feel. I still have tons of stuff in my computer I can upload I have just been VERY VERY LAZY about uploading. My B Anyways, my class is over so I have to get off the computer. Expect something later today, Byeeee~~~~
  

I want to draw SU, I WANT TO DRAW POKEMON, BUT WHICH. New trailer released this morning, loving me some Tsareena and I love the new island Kahuna. I want to draw her, and I want to draw Tsareena, and I also want to draw my Gemsona and I also want to draw my gemsona in the different art style challenge. I want to draw her with my new Gemsona and I want to draw them together I want to draw so muich stuff but we had to go to school today after a Hurricane. I could barely get out my yard we had to cut down a massive tree yesterday that was in out driveway. BUT I WANNA DRAW. URGHH...
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Why has October come up so quickly?!?! I've never done Inktober before because that is a lot to do every day and I don't know if I have the commitment. This year I'ma keep it a bit organized. So the first week of October, the 1st- 8th I will be doing Adventure Time/ Gravity Falls Ink drawings. Second week in October, 9th-15th I will be doing Pokemon and Undertale sketches, week 3, 16th-22nd I will be doing Steven Universe and Shadowhunter drawings, and the final week 23rd-31st I will be doing random fandoms that I am in that I don't post too much about. 
So lets home I keep up my promises and actually do Inktober. I need to get me a fresh notebook though.